When Grief Is Too Damn Heavy
A Hard-Day Grief Companion for Mothers After Child Loss
For the days you miss them so much you don't know what the hell to do with yourself.
Some days grief doesn't just hurt.
It feels too damn heavy.
Those are the days you don't want to read an entire book, work through a complicated exercise, or hear somebody tell you to "stay strong."
You just need somewhere to land.
When Grief Is Too Damn Heavy is a 70-page digital grief companion created specifically for those days.
This isn't a book you have to read from beginning to end.
Open it when you need it.
Skip what you don't.
Write one sentence, fill an entire page, cry your fucking eyes out, close it and come back tomorrow.
There are no rules here.
Inside you'll find:
• Short, easy-to-use pages for especially hard grief days
• Support for guilt, anger and the never-ending what-ifs
• Gentle grounding exercises
• Help navigating birthdays, anniversaries and unexpected triggers
• Space to talk about and remember your child
• Family and sibling grief reflections
• Permission slips for the things grieving mothers often feel guilty about
• Letters and memory prompts
• Reminders for the days you feel completely overwhelmed
• Extra lined journal pages for whatever the hell is on your heart
This companion isn't here to fix your grief.
It isn't here to tell you to move on.
And it sure as hell isn't here to tell you there's a timeline for missing your child.
It's simply somewhere to put some of what you're carrying when carrying all of it feels impossible.
You don't have to complete these pages.
You don't have to answer every question.
You don't even have to write a complete sentence.
Some days surviving the day is enough.
And on those days, I hope this reminds you:
You are still their mama.
Your child still matters.
Their name still matters.
And you don't have to carry every damn piece of this alone.
With love,
Aubbree Moses
Carsyn's Mama ❤️